Random Thoughts

Crazy, I have nothing to write about lately and so, I guess I'll just post some random thoughts.
Music makes me smile. Sweatshirts make me happy, especially a hoodie. I appreciate all art. I wish people could be happy for others. I had fun at a scrapbooking party tonight. Real friends are hard to come by but, when you find one you never want to let them go. My memory is slipping with age and I hate that. I can't save the world and wish I didn't think I could. It is nice when someone makes me laugh and I forget my troubles. I wish there was more time in a day because there is so much I want to do and it always seems I never have enough time. Babysitters are awesome can't believe it took me 11 years to get one. I should spend more time on me. I shouldn't let the thoughts of others bother me. I am in love with my house. Running is not that bad and to think I use to dread it. I can't believe I am about to celebrate my 10 year wedding anniversary, crazy. I am learning to appreciate my calling. LIFE ROCKS! I thought I would be miserable after 30 and I am finally realizing who I am. I no longer regret decisions I made in my life and I know all things happen for a reason and I am embracing that. My mom really is the coolest, my best friend. I wish I could finally get pass the potty phase in motherhood, diapers suck and I am tired of them. Kids are truly hilarious little beings and brutally honest. I have amazing siblings. All talent is given of God and I should respect that even if I don't appreciate someones taste. Being organized is freeing. I am overwhelmed with the desire to learn and sometimes think my brain is on overload. I really do not know what I did before I got the Internet, i never knew what I was missing. It would be so cool to experience life in the 20's, the fashion was so cool. I am obsessed with ANTHROPOLOGIE, what a wicked cool store. It is crazy when a friend mentions the moon and then every time you look at it you happen to think of them. I love that I am truly unique. It brings me joy to know I am different. I strive to be out of the "NORM". I like to think outside the box. It is hard for me to follow directions. I like being lost, I always discover something unexpected. Mistakes really do make us stronger. I talk way to much. I like having alone time to reflect on my thoughts. I hate when ideas come all at once and I can't focus. Sleep is so overrated. Pictures make me happy. I sure wish our investments would not depreciate anymore. I am glad we have a retirement plan already. It is amazing that little things really can make us happy people. I try not to take things for granted. I often sit back in awww at where I am in my life considering the crazy things I have lived through. I still can't believe I married a Rancher, me and cows...a strange thought. I wish it was spring already so I could get outdoors more. I guess for tonight I am done rambling and hopefully got some things out of my head.