life as a stay at home mom

Oh! How the time flies? I can't believe it has been over a week since I last posted anything. I have been working nights at a local dairy. I do this job weighing silage every summer. The lady I work for(Janet) pays well and I don't feel any obligations. I wish I could find a year long job like this. Maybe not...I would miss out on my creative time which seems to be lagging a little. I hate being in a rut. I have not created art since Erika's b-day present (April 01). I always think I lose a little talent with every day that slips by and I have not made anything. I don't know how people do it. I always think I never have any time. There is always something to keep me from creating usually my kids and husband. How can I work in a happy medium? Some people say schedule time for your art. I have a little problem with that, every time I create I get lost in time and can't stop until it is done. This is not good for my family responsibilities. I need to think on a smaller scale right now. This week I am setting goals....Make 2 ATC cards. Let's start there and see where things go. I'm reading an art book right now about finding you in your art. What is my style? What makes me happy? What do I want from my art? Okay so right now I could not answer any of these questions so how am I going to let my wings fly like this author put it. For now maybe my ideas are just building. I may not be creating but, there isn't a day that goes by where I don't think about it. STAY FOCUSED IN MY GOALS!!!!